So im sitting here writing a letter to Father Joe telling him why I want to be confirmed and so far I have...

Dear Father Joe....

You get the idea. NOTHING. I know why I want to get confirmed, but I dont know if "Because I dont want to take the class when I am about to be married" counts. I mean, i want it for deeper reasons than that, honestly, but whatever I say is going to sound phony because I can't say my words like nuns do or anything. *sigh* I just want to stay on God's good side, thats really all im asking and its very hard to group my words right!

Mood: *shy*

Music: Billy Liar - The Decemberists

Funny thing of the day: clayton falling asleep in the car and like doing the bobing head thing

Good part about today was getting home at like 6

Well sounds like I am most likely getting to go the New York with my Drama Family for my birthday present this year. So that is good news. Even though my birthday is pretty far away, im kinda sweating it out. I dont think my parents are going to be home for it, so that is going to be kind of odd. And Dearly Departed's last show is on it, so nothing better than having a cast party on your b day! haha, well I hope ma and daddy dont have to go on the trip, because 16 is a big day and well, I would kind of like them to see it. No sense worrying about it now. Im strong. I dont need anyone but myself. You have to gradually learn that once and awhile.

Mood: *its friday baby!*

Music: On your wings - Iron and Wine

Funny thing of the day: Holly in some form or another, i love that girl!

Good part about today was getting to go to the bonfire after all and talking to tiff!! I love that girl too!

Bonfire was more like a burnt plate of cookies out to steam, but it was still fun. Glad to see most of my loves there. Gosh this year is going to be good friends wise, but considering i failed another quiz today, i need to step it up grades wise. Oh well, who needs college anyways? Im still going to be a starving actress anyways....

Im joking about college....im going.

Mood: *drowning*

Music: My Strongest Suit - Aida. Gosh that song REALLY pumps you up when exercising

Funny thing of the day: hmmm something with Mrs Jensen, probably just how crazy cool she is

Good part about today was getting picked to read delightful

So kids, i noticed if I don't write as much, I get more comments. haha 9 is an all time high I think. But actually, the reason for the lack of entry is because of homework, as im sure you all know about. But today was a good day.

Now only if I had one of those nifty roses from a darling boy asking me to Homecoming...

You know what im afraid of? Im afraid of 20 years from now telling my kids that i was a big dweeb in high school that did my homework when i should have been socializing and didn't date until college. And they are going to laugh at me and tell their friends how dork their mom was and how they don't want to be anything like her, and sad thing is i wouldn't blame them...

Later my loves

Mood: *All this AP class is bogging down my brain!*

Music: Any Aida song - it was a hard choice to make, but deep down in my heart I love that musical even MORE than Wicked, Hairspray and Chicago

Funny thing of the day: sitting over in the corner with Kelly, Leah, Hannah and Nat. I love those kids

Good part about today was getting to finally get an entry done!

So how many of you crazy kids are going to the bonfire on Friday??